now...
i start to wonder...
why everytime when i update my blog...
it's all about my relationship wit my bf...

dis time also de same...

we argue yesterday
at the end...
he say bye to me and i start to cry
i feel so tired bout him
i thought he will call me again
but when i check my phone today
not even a missed call n message is from him

but i drove to skol juz now
my mind was all bout him
n i almost cry
i drove dame slow today...

now...
i have nothing to do...
so boring...
n i miss him so much

it's complicated....

yesterday was my mom's b'day....
wish her happy b'day...

today is mother's day...
wish her happy mother's day too...

everything or festival that is related to her...
i wish her 'happy' always....
but when i want something that can really make me happy
she won't allow...

today,
i company her go shopping...
B called me,
n she ask hu is it...
i said there is a guy that wan me to couple with him
den she start to ask...
how i know him?
is he rich?
bla bla bla n bla....
at last she doesn't agree with it...

she say y u dun wan to get a richer one...?
or get a better one...?

i am getting heahache now...
i start to cry when she say the word...'NO...'
i tried to figure out how am i going to tell B tat my mom dun agree with us

last time i asked him...
if one day my parent does not agree with us den how?
he said he wan me to follow wat my parents say...
if my parents wan to to break up...
i must listen to them...

i pass dis incedent before...
it is so painful
and dis time
i dub wan dis to happen again,,,
B....how am i going to handle dis...?

can someone tell me how to do?
please!!!!