unfairness...

in my mind...
there is always a word tat exist when my mom start to scold me
when i do wrong she scold me
when my brother do wrong, she scold me
when her mood is not good, i kena tembak...

i tried my best to achieved watever she want
but...
she always want she to achieve more that she wants...
i start to feel very tired bout dis
although my dad love me
but she mom dun

every time i will complain to my dad
and he will say
'nevermind la, she is like tat one...'
she gave me a strong feeling tat she prefer son den daughter...

watever my bro have
i won't
i mean
freedom...money...love...concorn...and many many more...

mom, i am very tired of dis...
i hope tat one day...
u will treat me like how u treat ah kor n ah di di...

i start to be very jealous when my fren's parents treat them the same
they look very happiness...