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i am having exam dis week
it end on thursday



ming shuen is with me now...
she is dame freaking nervous...
till keep refering to her bcp notes...
haha
jus take it easy la...sa po



dis few days...
i feel tat actually i am not happy to wat i hav now...
everything seems boring n unchange...

i am tired with my life...
y my anty always like that de leh?
she like to drink beer
when she is drunk...she will start to speak out her real word
mom is not happy wit it all de time
when she speak it out so badly...my mom will not talk to her
she will apologize to my mom when she found out tat my mom dun talk to her
haiz...wat kind of ppl is this???
dun try be act good liao la...

jess n shin b'day celebration

thanks a lot to steph n ah yoke...
love u two so much

i love de cd de most...
i wish tat we are frenz forever although we are not in de same college...

b'day...

yesterday was my big day...
my 18th b'day...

i received more than 100wishes in facebook n more than 30wishes in phone
thkx for ur wishes...

i was quite happy when i was in college...
1st: in de morning, ching yi n ming shuen companied me to eat japanese food in ss15, de foods were quite nice la...

2nd:after de english presentationm me n my classmate go wongkok to eat(purpose:to have a free drink) tq for de snacks...

3rd:b4 me n ching yi go wongkok with others, nicole called me...i waited her in crispy popiah about 15minutes but i din see anything... she said someone will tap me...so i wait n wait n wait...
ching yi noticed ethel 1st n i notice nicole besides her...
i really love them two so much...
i love u two...n de present too... (ps:i still keep de cake in de fridge)

4th:i skipped moral class to celebrate with him...
but...we din celebrate it...
he asked me whether izit ok if i follow him back to kuala selangor to get his brother's car...
i dun have de choice to say no...it takes 1.5hours to go there...but when we come back...it takes 1hour...
at de way back to kl...i drove my own car n follow his car...

by de time reached kl, it was already 9.30p.m...
i dun like eating anymore although i was very hungry....i knew he was too...
so at de end...we din celebrate...

5th:i rushed back to home, i reached home at 10.00p.m.
my older brother n mom waited for me to cut de cake
but my younger bro n dad still haven come back..
i said i wan to wait for them but my mom said no need
i asked her to sing de b'day song for me...but she said i am big enough n it is not necessary to sing b'day song...
i sang myself n my older bro follow...

"happy b'day to me,
happy b'day to me,
happy b'day to Cheau Shin,
happy b'day to me..."

i was quite sad after i finish de song...i blow de invisible candle bcoz dey din light it up for me...
i told my bro i dun wan to cut de cake...till my younger bro n dad came back, only i cut de cakes...
my b'day ended with unhappiness...
i told my older brother than i dun wan to cut cakes anymore in my b'day...

for those hu read my dis post: i am not emo...i juz felt sad...isn't de b'day girl should be happy all day...but y i am not???