...much more relax day!!!

Nothing happen today...
everybody is quiet happy coz the 'motivation camp' is coming..
on dis friday (01/05/09) till sunday (03/05/09)...
yeah!!!
i can go!!!

But 'she' is going...
i dun wan 'she' to go
i am not the one tat dun wan 'she' to go lah...k?
everybody does...

Haix..
juz hope tat 'she' will change her mind for going...

haven decide wat to wear yet
haix..
can't bring trolley bag
how?
wat to bring now
...
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sorry...

I AM SO SORRY!!!

YOKE POH...hope tat u read dis...

Seriously i dunno y u cried juz now..

i dunno whether izit my faulth anot..

maybe u r too stress of the class-deco thing...

i shouldn't disturb u...

i am so sorry

i notice tat after lunch

u wasn't wan talk to me anymore

i keep asking u something

but u din even answer me back or look at me..

u juz ignore me..

don't

u knew tat if u did tat to some ppl..

tat particular person will be very sad n hurt too..

tat came same to me..

i feel tat too..

it was super painful..ouch!!!

it is more painful tat i cut myself

it is more painful compare to the feeling tat ppl break up...

can u notice tat i am trying to help u..

plz be alright tomorrow...

i dun wan to lost a friend as good like u

it is very difficult to find a fren similar like u

u also help me when i am stuck in a stupid question

u undersand me

u know wat i want

we laugh together

we play together

we even become angry together

juz hope you read dis...

plz forgive me..

i am super sad now..

T-T

再一次拥有

我想念去年的冬天

下着雪的那一夜

你给的温柔

紧握的双手

温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有

在你离开以后

带走了笑容

只留下寂寞

忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑

只能闭上双眼去感觉

没有我的夜谁在你身边

代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

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Haix..everytime i listen to this song

i will keep on think back to our 'sweet memories'

i still can't forget bout it..

when i think back

it was like juz happen yesterday..

wat happen to me actually???

it's such medicine tat after tat person eat

he/she will forget bout the 'pain/hurt of love' tat he/she wan to forget

if dis world do have...i will be the first person to eat it...

guys...plz teach me one easiest way to forget one person tat u love till very deep before...

it is very very very difficult for me to do it...

or maybe i can say tat i can't do it

GAMBATEH..

U CAN DO IT..

JUZ FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM!!!

( T-T )

in school

Damn boring during CSA class..

haix..

the internet damn slow n can't go 'yahoo'

Why the stupid school dun wan to upgrade it???

We spent so much money in dis school

den wat we got back???

bad services???!!!

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Our school is going to organize one 'motivation camp' for the form 5...

dis week which is on 1st-3rd of may..

feel like going

but...

not much ppl are going

dey say dey wan to go for the king scout thing..

so stupid

can't dey think wisely?

king scout held once a month

but

motivation camp held once in ur life...

in ur life there will be once form 5 in ur life...

(unless u didn't pass in ur spm loh)

Haha...

can wait for tat days to come..

sorry guys if i hurt u all again...

happy birthday

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO STEPHANIE!!!

Today is Steph's 17th birthday...

I went to her house yesterday to celebrate...

Unfortunately i can't stay till 12 for the cut-cake session..

Sorry Steph...

Me and yoke poh go fetch fionna n evonne..

Yoke poh accidentally told fionna tat i fetch her go..

Haix..

force to fetch fionna den...

Den we reaches Steph's house around 8..

I think it wasn't too late coz when we reach

dey only start to eat..

Wow...her dog really scared us..

especially yoke poh. wun mei n me..

coz 3 of us scare of dog..

haha

dun laugh at us..kay???

After eating..

we went in to k-room..

wei yin. jess n hwa wee keep on singing till non-stop

haha

but nice lah

We took group photo too....

after tat i went back at 11...

Steph n her mom dun let us go

but dey force to..

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Today..

mom force me go cut hair T_T

haix...

but she said i look better than last time..

haix..

now i miss my long hair..

傻孩子

看着你无暇的表情

我猜不透真实你的心

我一直冷静

却还是走不出这秘密

好孤寂

我开始失去了勇气

而你却好像在游戏

我假装清醒

看清你的心

终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

我开始失去了勇气

而你却好像在游戏

我假装清醒看清你的心

终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

another boring day... =(

Why are there so many bring days in my life???

I am very tired with it...

can somebody juz help me to change my life???

Today,

our gang = Stephanie, Jess, Yoke Poh, Fionna & I

found out that Shirley gt boyfriend already...

She didn't tell us at the first time...!!!

If Yew Jeat never ask...

I think we won't know bout it...

Shirley change a lot...

Last time she come to school everyday..

now she always ponteng..

She never try to act like so bitchy before..

now she does...

She never be so damn freaking hardworking before...

now she does too..

I can't believe that LOVE can change ppl's attitude so fast...

it make ppl to change and become different...

Last time i am like that also...

but not worst like her lah...

I feel like falling in LOVE again...

sometimes i will become very jealous when i knew someone have gf/bf...

haha..

I am a girl mah...

Now i think most of our class ppl has been fall in Love before

except for:

1. Yoke Poh
2. Izza
3. Keat Yoong
4. Kok Seong
5. Kar Wei
6. Adrian
7. Jessica

Sorry guys...

I am juz pity u all...sorry to say tat ya...

I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...

I LOVE YOU!!!

after sport day...

Very tired ah...

Haiz...

Although we didn't get the champion

At least we got 2nd rite???

I have become darker...

sad =(

mom scolded me because of this...

When i woke up this morning...

my face seriously scared me...
my face is like bengkak liao...

You see...compare the pic up with de down one...it look different rite?only in one week time

I felt so sad...super sad..

hope tat i can recover back a.s.a.p...

nervous....

Haix...
Sport day is coming...(this saturday)

I juz can't believe it that it is too fast
and my house dun even prepare all the thing yet...
deco not
march pass not
running event maybe yes

Juz hope that everything can get ready by this friday...
damn scare during the sport day
coz i am marching on tat day
have to paint my face too
it is ugly...

GAMBATEH!!! PPL

WE MUST GET THE CHAMPION THIS YEAR...!!!

KEEP GOING ON...

GOD BLESS YOU..

LET GO CEMARA

What should i do???

Wat will u do when ur brother argue with ur dad and ur dad cry???

This happen to me yesterday...

My dad ask my brother something

and he just ignore my dad...

My dad got so very angry but he still stay chill and ask him for the second time..

This time my brother shout back at him and be moody all the day...

My dad told my mom bout this and he cried...

My mom cried too...

My dad was really feel dissapointed with my brother...

Since tat time my mom bring him to templer..

and ask for his luck and ask y my brother can see 'ghost' liao one???

the ppl over there said this year his luck not really tat good..

Haix...

ah di ah...

dun like tat lah

jie jie also very sad when dad told mom bout this u know...

jie just hope tat u will change to become better...

dun make dad and mom feel dissapointed with u again..

u should know tat u only have one dad and one mom in ur life...

so...

appreciate it lah...!!!

Dad and Mom...

plz apologize ah di...

he is still young...

i will try my level best to show a good example to him...

GOG BLESS YOU!!!

happy day for me...

Wow...

can u believe tat my event today---->4 x 400m

i got no.2...

hahax...

unbelieveable man..

thankx to Hwa Wee, Mee Kun and also Ezerene...

They ran fast and make Cemara to become 2nd place in this event...

Everybody said i ran very well...

but i dun think so...

haix...now...the things tat i need to focus is my deco n also marching...

Hope tat cemara will still be the Champion house again dis year.

we cemarians we are de best

we say dua-di-di-di-di-dum-di-di-du

we are good we are great we are better than the rest

we say dua-di-di-di-di-dum-di-di-du

COME ON CEMARIANS...

YEAH!!!

Tired day....

Ouch....

My leg is like damn pain wer!!!

Today, i praticed running with my schoolmate coz sport day is coming

& our house don't even start to pratice yet...

We ran 6 round of the school fields ( we suppost to run 10 actually )

den we do steching...wow....it was so so so painful...

i have 22 mosquito bites after that...

hahax...

funny rite???

After that we went for 100m and 400m...

actually i was quite happy bcoz my timing for running is not bad lah

hahax...

On the way to my car...

i was already half dead...

i dun have energy to walk...

and now...

i have muscle cramp...

=( damn sad!!!

i dun feel like running on de sport day lah..!!!

GOD...PLZ SAVE ME FROM SUFFERING...

I DUN WAN TO BE IN PAIN ANYMORE...!!!