emo....

start to realize tat i can easily become emo
haha
dunno y
i dun like crowded place
i juz like to be alone
i dun like to share ppl my thing
but i like to listen to ppl's story
i dun like to talk
but i like to listen

still remember when i was form 4 n 5 in ssb
ah yoke always say tat i hav 自闭症
ok...i admit it
i am juz a good listener
so stop asking me to talk more
you know who u r loh...

2mrw will be de last exam test
also last day of foundation
i will miss u all =)

random

goin to hav exam in half an hour time
so nervous bcoz i din prepare for it
haha
it gonna be 2 hours n 45 mins exam
english exam
gonna write two essay...
gosh
forgot how to write essay dy
only remember how to write blog
no format
no content
keke

20/01/11...a memorable day

on 20/01/11
our class had a class trip
we start to plan this one week before
at the end
we hav the conclusion to go TAMAN PERTANIAN
actually
it can be quite fun wit de bicycle
but when we reach there
the bicycles were out of stock
hav to wait for another 42 people
so we decided to walk around it
although we din manage to walk the whole area
but we still feel happy coz i think dis was the 1st time we spend the most time together
(sry to them coz i din follow them to sepang)
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things tat i wan to let you all know
1. i miss you all
2. i want you all to miss me too
3. i dun want to separate with you all
4. i think we can be best fren forever
5. i am glad to fren with you all
6. if i hav a choice, i will still pick you all as my best fren
7. if i hav a chance, i will ask the god to stop the moment when we were all together

haha...so many things to speak it out
but overall
it seems the same
keke

random

haha...
goin to start a blog wit the title 'random' again...
juz dunno wat to write but i still feel like entering my blog...
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to my dearest frenz...(many of u all lah)
i do appreciate our friendship n i will remember all of u
although there will be some misunderstanding btw us...
but it din affect our friendship much

wat am i writing
haha...i also dunno
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today might be the last time we sing k together
but i hope tat it won't come true
i juz wan us to be together always
when we were in the degree programmes...
plz dun ignore each other when we pass by
plz contact each other always
sound like i am goin to die soon
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i juz dun like the feeling when we have to say goodbye
urh...

错的人。。。

今天。。。
我又一个人傻傻的在车里等你
整整等了两个钟半
还以为自己可以当什么都每发生过
原来是不可以的

我一直逼自己不去生气
我做到了
但是到最后。。。还是忍不住发了点脾气

我在想。。。
我们是否还适合在一起
这几天都是你把我弄得不知道该怎么好

你可以告诉我到底还可以做些什么
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明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
　但是我还是相信只是煎熬
　朋友都劝我不要不要
　不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
　但是做人已经那么累
　假惺惺的想要逃
　在爱里连真心都不能给
　这才真的真正的可笑
　爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
　太容易让自己沉沦
　太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
　我太笨 明知道你是错的人
　明知道这不是缘分
　但是我还奋不顾身
　但我相信有点可能
　可能 在爱里面这样算笨
　可能 永远没有所谓永恒
　但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

free day...

i was quite free today...(actually)
but
i hav to fetch my cousin to college today
today was his 1st day
haix
boring
luckily gui jie come early

we are having our reading n listening test now
GUO JIE, YI CHEN, YI HAWE, KENNETH N PING ZHEN...
super boring lo

waiting for the time to come
later i will hav speaking test at 1.00pm
hope tat i will pick an easy one
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bb

sunday...

it's sunday...
hate to wake up so early...
nut no choice
hav to company mom to buy things...
dis is the first time my younger brother following
haha...
see wat will happen later
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juz finish seeing yew chung's blog n vui yuan's blog
it's quite true when dey say we all juz started to be very close
n it only left 2 weeks for our foundation year
all of us will not go in a same degree...
T_T
feeling to cry now...

CHING YI, VUI YUAN, YEW CHUNG, STEVEN @ ENG KEE, GUO JIE, CHEE HWA, LIANG HUI, YI HAWE, SIT @ EI CHOCK...
i will sure remember you all...
thankx for the happy moment tat we had together...
haha...
sound so sad!!!
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sianx...

damn sianx now...
haix...
plan to attend the morning class
but...till the end...i went to lab to complete the spss

gui jie n ah sit are here with me in lab...
haha
guo jie keep watching manga...
sit mei you dong xi zuo
so geng le
ah sit keep watching me typing dis blog
gonna write bad thing bout him

ah sit (SIT EI CHOCK)
a tall guy
one year older than me..haha (so sory to mention it out)
came from sabah...(punctual on goin bak coz his gf is there)
erm...hate attend lecture
know how to cook (wow...so good de)
be de 1st to go bak after class (to look after his diamond...last time is gold)
by the way...i thik he is a nice guy
n friendly
n...erm...nothing to say liao

haha...ah sit
went u go google type ur full name...
i think u will found dis blog

luck...

wish me a very good luck in my oral presentation 2...
haix...
so nervous now
help me plz

liew ching yi!!!
where r u???
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every one of us need lucks...
but it depend on how well u work on it...
kekex...
sound so true

accident

yesterday...
i was involve in one accident
total 7 cars bang together
n i was the last one
i'm not sure tat whether i should be happy with it or not
when i call my mom
she try to calm me down by asking me not cry
but when i went back
she scolded me n say all is my fault
at the end she bring me to police station to make a report
haiz...

r there any rules tat say if u drive 80km/j...
u can't srive on the fast lane...
no right?
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2 more weeks to exam...
stress n stress n stress...
i dislike 2011 dy...
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appreciate...

good morning to my blog...
wow...appreciate..

two more weeks to exam dy...
after the exam...all of us will be seperate...
i dun wan this come so fast...
right? ( all my classmate n ming shuen )

when we come to the last sem...
everyone of us will be like'haiz...i dun wan the time to go so fast'
when we come to the last sem...
our frenship seems better...y izit like tat huh?...
haha
i also dun know why...
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GOODBYE THE SADDEST WORD...

ppl...plz ignore the mama...n change it to 'fren'...ok?
this is a quiet meaningful song tat i can use to symbolize my feeling when i need to say goodbye to you all...keke...gan dong ba?

moody...

today...
i was not feeling well
going to be sick dy...
tired of assignment...finally done with one(journal 2)


dis is my favourite photo in PD

random post

now i start to realise tat most of my posts are with the title 'RANDOM'
haha
i dun know y...

sem 3 ady...
still dun hab the mood to study n do assignment...
started to be lazy like sem 2...
haix...gambateh ah cheau shin
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this few days...i felt so tired on the relationship
i am so scared tat i will not able to move on...
T_t
everytime i went to find u...
u like not bother to see me for a longer time...
u changed...but u din admit it...
i know most of the guy will not admit it...
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in dis whole new year...2011
i will promise ti myself:

1. pass in all the exam n get in to degree progarm
2. give myself a break if dis relationship can't maintain longer
3. concentrate in class n not skipping any class
4. control the money spend...(so hard)
5. try to be kinder( more kind )
6. treat frens better than sumone...

tat's all lah...
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i am so so so tired...!!!