random...

Yay...!!!
SPM over...(it's like been 2 weeks ago)
hahax...
but i still don't have much freedom...
it was so boring...
working in my anty shop as usual...
haix...
so tired...

i am going to have my driving test next tuesday...
hope that i can pass...
hahax...
just hope...
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i miss my schoolmate...!!!!

nervous...!!!

Haix...
SPM start next Wednesday...
I feel so so so nervous right now...
Juz hoping that my preparations are enough to overcome this...
I know that i won't get straight A's for all the subjects...
But i hope that i will get at least 5 A's loh...

Gambateh eveyone...!!!

Happy Belated Birthday!!!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO

JESS WONG JYE SHYAN...

Jess is a girl which is tall...(she is taller than me)

She is very pretty...(coz she has a nice body shape)

She is kinda of friendly...(she likes to know new friends)

She is very kind to friends...(she helps us whenever we needs)

erm...whatever i can write over here...

is her positive stuff...

kekex...

scare scare leh...

if i post up her negative stuff...

hahax...

juz kidding only lah...

but...once more...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

AH JESS...!!!

(DORAEMON ROCKS...!!!YAY!!!)

random...

On the pass Sunday...

Steph, Yoke Poh n 'he' celebrated my b'day in Times Square...

hahax...at first v wanna to go there by KTM...

but at the end...'he' has decided to fetch us to go there...

kekex...

v have 'kenny roger's' for our breakfast...(included lunch too...)

after tat v shop for a while den v went for cosmo...

hahax...

damn fun...

but...Steph gt headache after she played 'DNA mixer'...

my bf companied her...

where Yoke Poh n me continue playing...

both of us played roller coster for 2 times n the same goes to Dna mixer...

it was very fun...

i wanna go there again wit Yoke Poh...coz she is super dare to play all the games...

i look so fake...hahax...

random...

haix...
have to work really hard for my SPM...
My first paper start on 18/10/09
damn stress wer...

And...
my birthday is coming...
my frens in SSB is celebrating with me in Times Square dis sunday...
hahax...
can't wait till tat day to come...
i wish tat dey won't give me any surprise coz...

i scared tat...

T_T...i will cry....

and...
especially the present part...
dun give me any furry thing...
i will cry...!!!!! ( Yoke Poh...plz take note of this ya...)

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

exciting ---> disapointed

I dunno why?
Everytime where come to the moment I feel so excited for going somewhere....
at the end...
it will be cancelled... T_T

1st time :
Plan to go Sunway...
till the moment when I already packed all my stuff in the bag...
This plan cancelled the day before we go...

2nd time :
Plan to go Genting after SPM...
already confirm the price of the room...
This plan cancelled today...

I dunno how to tell him bout dis when Steph told me dis morning...
Steph n Swing was like keep saying sorry to me...
It's ok for me to accept it...
but...
how bout him....?
He was like so excited when i told him bout dis...
Yesterday he told me tat he feel like going Genting wit me now...
He can't wait for tat day to come...
n now...
I need to tell him tat only both of us r going...

Haix...
Dunno he still wan to go anot... T_T

random...

I juz came back from Bali last Tuesday...
haix...
damn a lot of works in my anty shop...
it's super tiring...
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n i felt sick last friday...
i got headache n mom gave some medicine to eat...
after i took the medicine...
i vomit it out...
yuckz....
den i went to sleep...
i din even have my dinner...
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yesterday...
i went 1u with him...
we went for a movie--->where got ghost...
hahax...
it was damn funny....
den both of us went MPH n POPULAR to buy horry books for my brother....
Stephanie n Chia Swing saw us...
Steph was like calling my name...
kekex...
i sms-ed yoke poh bout this when me n him having lunch in Dragon-i
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i have no exam for today...
i continue work in my anty shop...
i was wondering when can i stop to work in her shop...

Free.... <3

Yay...
Tomorrow will be the last day of my trial...
Kekex...

On dis coming Saturday...
I am going to Bali...
hahax...
i am so damn happy now....

Hmm...
can imagine wat will happen along the trip...
kekex...

exam...

Trial started yesterday...
but i had the first subject today--->Econs(paper 1)
The paper is quiet easy i think...
Kekex...
but i am scare for paper 2...
which is on tuesday...

Yay...
Holiday on monday...
haix...
but
i have to work...

GamBaTeh to all my frenz...

stress...

Exam is coming next week...
oh my god...
i am having a lot of stress man...
T_T

Hmm...

moody...(again)

Dun know wat happen to me in dis few days...
Haix...
again very moody
till jess n yoke poh ask me not to be so emo in skol...
kekex...
i am not emo lah...kay?
juz dun feel like talking only lah...

Today we got back our acc paper...
i got 78...shit KC...he got 86...
T_T
i am like super sad...
coz teacher if i do correctly in my acc realisasi...
i can get full marks liao...
T_T
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moody...

Yesterday,
'Bi' went genting to see the MY FM dun know wat show...
i din follow him coz i need to work mah
sumore i think my mom also dun let one lah...

He buy me breakfast...kekex...
so sweet
but v argue a day b4 lah...
about wat to buy me for my breakfast....
i wan to eat bread...
but he wan buy me porridge...
hahax...
at the end...
he buy me BREAD...
kekex...

he woke up late...
den i sat in his car for a while only...
coz i need to start working liao...

after tat...
'Bi' went back n sleep again...
he went genting wif his fren at 12.00p.m sumthing...
he say went he reach he will call me...
den i juz wait wait n wait...

at 2p.m. sumthing...
i sms-ed him...
he say he is too busy till forgot to call me...
urhz....!!!
i was like so angry...
den i ask him to enjoy himself wif his frenz...
haiz...
now i realize tat...
for him...
FRENZ are more important than GIRLFREN...

then i call him at 6.30p.m b4 he went in for the consert thing...
i think he 4got bout me liao loh...
coz he wasn't concentrate when i was talking in phone wif him...

when i reach home...
he sms-ed me...
he say he will call me after the concert...
he called me at 11 sumthing but i fell sleep...
kekex...
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today i woke up at 10...
den i sms 'Bi'
he call me at 12 sumthing...
den i ask him whether he still wan to continue sleeping anot???
he say YES...

haiz...
den he woke up at 4 but he din sms me...
i know lah...
i am not important anymore...

like juz now...
he say he will call me later after he finish watching tv...
i wait wait wait n wait...
till now...
he also haven't call me...

'Bi'...
am i important for u???

the meaning of 14th in every month...

每個月都有情人節,可是每一個情人節的意义都不同,

1月14日 日記情人節,情侣們互贈送戀愛日記.

2月14日 情人節,传统情人節.

3月14日 白色情人節,男孩回贈礼物的日子.

4月14日 黑色情人節,属于單身贵族們的日子.

5月14日 黄色与玫瑰情人節,在這一天穿上黄色的衣服,吃黄色的咖喱飯是告訴大家伱還是單身. 在這一天送紅玫瑰是倾訴的愛意.送白玫瑰表示犹豫不决.若送黄玫瑰,表示再見了.

6月14日 親吻情人節,情侣們用親吻表示對方的愛意.

7月14日 銀色情人節,把伱的意中人带回家,讓伱父母认識的好机會.

8月14日 绿色情人節,酷熱的夏天.不妨和另一半去一趟凉爽的森林之旅.

9月14日 音樂与相片情人節,是举為大型社交活動的好日子.另外.還有許多情侣在這天就蔚蓝晴朗日. 天空合影.所以又称"相片情人節"

10月14日 葡萄酒情人節,當然是喝一點葡萄酒啦!

11月14日 橙色与電影情人節,這一天情侣們可以连赶两場電影.看完后,來杯柳橙汁吧!

12月14日 拥抱情人節,在公開場合拥抱,向世人宣告伱們的愛意.


巧克力在情人節中扮演的角色是女孩回贈男孩的礼物,在情人節中,
如果收到男孩的玫瑰花的女孩. 對男孩也有愛意的話,她将回贈男孩一盒心型巧克力以示愛意.
另外,
有研究表示巧克力的成分之一.
苯基胺能引起人体内荷尔蒙的變化.产生一種跟熱戀相似的感覺.

糖果象征愛情的甜甜蜜蜜.比起巧克力來.它能够送給更多不同的人

yay!!!

exam is over...
it's juz a monthly test...
kekex...
but 2 more weeks...
trial comes...

haix...
very de scary...
imagine how am i going to study for trial in 2 weeks time...
haha...
kinda of stress ya...
kekex

Haix...
miss him so much...
we din see each other very long liao...
juz sms n chat in the phone...
T_T...

I think i miss him too much...
until my cousin say i dream of him at night....
kekex...
funny rite...???

exam....

Haix...
exam is coming...
on next monday...
dun feel like study u know...
i think none of our class ppl has prepared for it...
except for the 'nerd'
kekex...

Today...
there was a party in my class...
the prize was given when v won in 'minggu akedemik'
kekex
i think our class won the most...
hahax...
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have to study hard liao...
gambateh!!!!

另一个天堂

你取代
前一秒我生命的空白
问题忽然找到答案
不用解释也明白
你的微笑是一个暗号
我们解读那段美好
梦想不到
想永远停留在这一秒
你为我的世界
重新彩绘

是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中的美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想
有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边

我等待
下一刻再相遇的精彩
踢开每天越来越爱
多急就这么简单
生命转到同一个频道
因为我的幸福坐标
我多渺小
能爱着你才最重要
想把你的明天仔细翻阅

是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想
有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
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dis is a very very nice song
if u know chinese word...
it is a very meaningful lyrics...
kekex...

Bi..
love u forever!!!

fun day...

Today morning...it's a raining day...
Kekex...
almost late to skol...
luckily i ask my driver to follow the other way...
rather to get stuck in a long traffic jam...
hahax...

Den for today's co-co activities...(girl guide)
It is quite fun lah...
coz there is a photoshoot section...
luckily i brought my shirt today
or not i won't have the changes to be in the picture...
kekex

after tat we don't have any lesson
coz there are many activities for 'akedemik week'
hmm...except for acc class
he still wan to continue the lesson
haix...
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funny song...

Hahax...
Today we went Legend Hotel to have a rehersal for Hari Anugerah for dis coming Saturday...
It was so so so boring...
den i sms with bii...
after tat he called me...
i hide myself behind the chair...

We came back to skol at 1.30 p.m...
Ezerene sang one funny song in class after recess time....

It call 'banana song' :-

'peel banana...peel peel banana...' X2
'chop banana...chop chop banana...'X2
'eat banana...eat eat banana...'X2
'hug banana...hug hug banana...'X2
YEAH!!!

Hahax...so funny rite...???

happy....

I miss my bii so much....
although i juz saw his yesterday...

Juz now i was talking phone to him...
hahax...he make me angry...

den he tried so hard to make me laugh....

at last i laugh...

hahax...

our first pic....

shocking but happy news...

Hahax...
Today my skol's canteen was asked to closed by the goverment ppl
Coz there is one student from the primary section got Tyroid Fever
so the parent saspected our skol canteen is the one cause this to happen
so the goverment ppl need the canteen to be closed so then they can check something
hope tat they will say our skol canteen r too dirty n v will have a new canteen ppl
Yeah!!!

Den today
Yoke Poh buy me nasi lemak for my breakfast
n for lunch
our skol help us to order
either Mc Chicken or Fried rice...
kekex
i choose Mc Chicken
But they change our soft-drink to mineral water... =(
so sad...!!!!

Den during de last period--->math subject
i almost fall a sleep...
teacher juz stand in front of me...
den suddenly teacher called out all de ppl's name which fall a sleep
she called my name last...hahaaa
so shame...
After tat Jess call me to look at the back
u know wat?
Yew Jeat Slept...!!!
kekex...v all was like laughing
den Ji'tjing ask Chen Peng to wake him up...
haha...
Me, Jess, Yoke Poh n Steph keep laughing...

Now i am so so so bored...
doing my homework n waiting for Bii's phone call...
kekex....

tired...

Today i feel so tired...
i think bcoz of my spec...
i wore it everyday in skol...in & out...
den my eye was like so tired...
haiz...i need to wear contact lens liao
but i am scared of wearing it...
you know...the starter have to learn how to wear...
and i am the lazy type to learn for it...
kekex...

Bi...
do u know tat i miss you everyday in class
i wish tat u are juz beside me...n hugging me
kekex...(so cool de)
but i knew tat it won't come true...

Damn tired leh...
feel like not doing homework liao...
hmm...
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sleepy....

Now is 12.33am...
i dunno y i can't sleep
maybe becoz of bii's words...

He say he will try to call me for a while only
coz he wan me to focus more in my study n coming exam...
i was like so sad after i heard him say tat to me...

He knew tat i will be very sad...
but nevermind...
i still will accept it

kay...
i need to sleep now...
gd 9....

Happy Birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO

MY AUTY!!!

Today is my aunt's birthday
we celebrate with her today from 6 till now only come back
damn tired
sumore i haven done my homework yet

Haiz...
damn boring too over there...
but luckily bii teman me sms....
haha...thk bii...love u so much...

Now i have to rush for my homework
so then later he can call me
and we can talk longer...
kekex...
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PER YOKE POH!!!
wat happen to u actually?
if u r not sacrifice of wat i do...
juz tell me lah...k?
dun show me ur sad face...
n plz bother me lah...
i felt sad for the whole day juz becoz of u...
hope tat u will be normal tomorrow...

haix...

Today i woke up at 7...
den wait for bii's phone call
but i knew he won't wake up so early
so i was playing with my phone's game...

den i sms him at 9...
we chat for a while den i went for bath

mom bring me n my brother n shan to HARTAMAS's shopping mall..
it was damn boring
den bii teman me sms n he called me...
we talked quiet long till mom finish 'facial-ing'

den we went jusco-popular to buy some books...
coz i have to get ready for SPM mah...
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GAMBATEH TO ALL THE CANDIDATES OF SPM DIS YEAR

MUST GET STRAIGHT A's YA...

1 我的大名：黄巧欣
2 我的生日：11月02日
3谁传给你的：珊珊
4 生日想得到什么礼物：电话
5 近期压力大的事：工作
6 想做的事：出国玩
7 有没有喜欢的人：有
8 同学会要回去找老师吗: 不要
9 跟谁出去最幸福 : 男朋友
10如果你的两个好友吵架了：谁都不要帮
11 跟情人最想去哪：日本
12 圣诞节要做啥：庆祝啦
13 最想跟谁过圣诞节：男朋友咯
14 有没有床气：没有
15 有几个兄弟姐妹：一个哥哥和一个弟弟
16 最喜欢的一首歌：不许哭
17 喜欢什么颜色：黑色和白色
18 上厕所会不会后冲水：当然会
19 喜欢男生还是女生：男生
20 最想大声说什么：好无聊哦
21 半夜敢不敢自己上厕所：敢
22 最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么：我没看小说
23 谁很欠打：罗珊珊
24 现在很迷什么：不知道
26 现在的时间：08:24
27 是否痛恨传给你卷的人：会
28 体重多少：60
29 今天天气：很好
30 你若中乐透最想做什么：出国旅游
31 大学生一定要玩的活动：一夜情
32 失眠后会：找人谈天
33 你睡觉有流口水的情况：有啊
34 近期开心的事：跟男朋友讲电话
35 你经常通宵不睡吗：没有
36 推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌：傻孩子
37 你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛？：不能
38自由对于你来说有多重要？：非常重要
39 你人生中最想做的事情是什么？: 不知道
40 你最想为所爱的人做什么？：让他幸福

附加问题:
你打算几时结婚啊？：不要嫁

附加问题：
你觉得生活有喜感么？：点点咯

附加问题：
相信塔罗牌么？: 不信
睡觉前第一件事：看电话
你的偶像：没有
你喜欢的季节：春天
打工次数 : 很多次
你想去的地方：日本
你讨厌什么样的个性：骄傲
你会抽烟吗：不会
你会喝酒吗：會
你常哭吗：是
你常笑吗：不会
都睡到几点：6.00
朋友和情人你会选：朋友
机会和命运你会选择：机会
你很自恋吗：超自恋的
你有穿耳洞么：有
这问卷多不多：超多的
喜欢吃冰吗：超爱的
现在幸福吗：幸福
最在乎那几个朋友：学校的知己
房间里最重要的东西是什么：冷气
男人精神出轨要不要原谅他：不要
你认为人生活的意义是什么：幸福快乐
没有朋友你会怎么做：不知道
如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：幸福
我为什么做这个答题：不知道
喜欢吃的水果：木瓜
最害怕别人问你什么：不开心的事情
经常不叠被子吗：都不会
喜欢雪么：喜欢
如果有下辈子要做什么：做有钱人的女儿
还希望被点：随便
舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个？：不懂！
你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么？：玩游戏
不想看书的时候怎么办: 睡觉
自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点）？：一万元一个月
你认为一个人才有能力去选择生活的方向：有

哇！超多问题的叻！终于答完了！

boring!!!

Damn boring during de sejarah n assembly...
i slept in class...kekex...teacher din scold me...

now i am in de computer lab...
jess sat beside me playing 'farm town' in facebook
hahax...she ask me wrote in out in my blog...

also dunno y today's weather so hot...
haix...miss my 'bi'
also dunno wat is he doing now...
today i am like so 'guai' and listen to him,dun bring phone to skol...

Bi...i miss u!!!

yippy....

Hahax...
finally i found one...
Kekex...
it may be a very 'shock' news for u all
haha

ready???

now i tell u wat...
i have boyfriend!!!

haha...
dis time i will be more serious...
i won't hurt him
and i won't let him able to hurt me...

love u...bi...

HaPpY dAy + SaD dAy

hahax...
finally de exam is over...
can relax now
but
i have to finish my work in my aunt's shop first...
damn a lot u know...
is like she is waiting for me to do it myself
without letting people to help me...
i am so so so sad!!! =( T_T

haix...
i have to be prepare everytime during the skol holidays
i won't be allow to go out with fren
to see a movie
or go shopping
coz
i have to work
i am so tired of dis kind of life

so i have promise to myself tat i won't help her anymore
after i finish my form 5...
hope tat it can be reach lah
seriously i dun wan to stay there anymore leh
everyfay also doing de same thing
anything also i knew liao
nothing new to learn
so bored!!!
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I STILL MISS HIM

BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST

TO NOT MISS HIM

&

EVEN LOVE HIM

GAMBATEH!!!

WeIrD...!!!

I dun know y Yoke Poh scold me today...
i know tat i am wrong from tat moment i replied 'his' sms...
sorry loh...
but
from today onwards...
I will

1) listen Yoke Poh, Stephanie n Jess's advice (in everything)
2) stop myself from thinking 'him', reply 'his' sms, picking up 'his' phone call
3) study hard for SPM
4) try my best to obtain straight A's in trial SPM (not A1 lah)

n many many more will come out soon...
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maybe i should forget wat is the feeling of love

forget wat is the feeling when someone is care bout u

forget de moment when we are together

forget de moment tat we break up

forget wat u said to me before

JUZ FORGET EVERYTING BOUT US!!! <3

GAMBATEH... SHIN

U CAN DO IT...

boring day again...

In my life,
there are too many 'boring days' compare to 'happy days'
hahax...
now i also forget wat is the feeling of happy...


Yesterday,
'he' called me
'he' said nowdays there are too many cases of rape...rob...something like tat la
den 'he' wan me to be more careful
coz i am always de one tat make 'him' worried about...
i dunno why am i cryng for 'him'

Sorry Yoke Poh, Steph & Jess...
i knew tat i had promise u all not to cry anymore for 'him'...
but i am so sorry
i can't manage to do it...
i was like so sad when 'he' talk to me
'he' can like juz act as normal
but 'he' knew tat i still love 'him'

So....wat should i do now...
dun bother bout 'him'???
or
waiting for 'him'???

Anyone???
can tell me de answer
ur answer really can help me...
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sick liao...

haix...
nowdays also dunno wat happen to the weather
it is too hot...like in summer

on de last friday i sick liao
i got flu, cough, soft-throat n also fever...
uhh...dis is the symptoms of having H1NI
i was like 'oh my god'
i dun wan to get it man

mom ask me go for a body check
but i am scare
so i din go
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today is my 2nd day of mid year exam
i was like coughing de whole day
yoke poh was like laughing at me coz i only eat pau for lunch
den fionna say i cough till so loud
she think tat ppl at the next class can hear me...
haha...
so critical..
hate her...

haix...
going to study for tomorrow's exam...
good luck guys...
no more cheating ya
haha

my name

today
i saw one application in facebook
which is - PLAYING WITH YOUR NAME IN FACEBOOK
guess
wat's the result...
haha

The Result is


W : can be funny and dumb at times
O : has one of the best personalities ever
N : is a very good kisser too!
G : very outgoing

C : selfish
H : stick to one
E : has gorgeous eyes
A : crazy
U : is loved by everyone

S : makes people laugh
H : stick to one
I : is really sweet & romantic
N : is a very good kisser too!

haha...de result is so funny...
wat do u all think bout it???

school day

tomorrow is de first day for mid year exam...
only one subject...
you know wat subject???
civic ---> the most unimportant one...
hahax...
feel like not taking it
but i can't...
coz it is teach by Shamsul...

now days..
Yehan keep on singing in class loudly
also dun know wat happen to him...
sing : 我听见有人叫你宝贝
den he ask Yee Yin to write the pin yin for him...
hahax...
coz he is a banana...
but it is good to be a banana too ---> my point lah
coz ur english will be better...

and now...
fionna change a lot...
she keep on talking to ezerene
everybody hate ezerene
haix...
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wanna study for exam liao..

bb

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

frenz...

Juz now...

nicole (my bestfren in kdu) sms me

she say tat she miss me a lot

and she dun like her current class

i miss her...

last time we used to be classmate

we used to be neighbour

but since last year

i changed skol

she moved

now v seldom sms n chat compare to last time

seriously i miss her

i miss wat v did during skol hour in skol

v bully ppl

v study together

v eat together

hope tat she feel dis too...

juz hope tat she will be ok with her current classmate soon...

Gambateh...Nic...

i bet tat u can do dis A.S.A.P

I dun wan u to be sad anymore

don't u realize tat...

everytime when u sms me

there will sure something bad happen to u liao one

i am not blaming u or wat

i am not angry with it

juz wan to let u know tat

true fren suppose to be like this

only true fren will tell u the truth

only true fren will help u sincerely

only true fren won't lie to u

ony true fren listen to u

only true fren have the same feeling with u

only true fren won't make fun of u

do u notice tat

everytime when u're sad

i will be sad too

dis go the other way same to u too

PROMISE ME...

'DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY'

dis will help u to think positively

n good luck in ur exam!!!

happy life...

In my class (5 arts)

there is a girl

who is very friendly n kind (i think)

talk a lot in class

always sing loud (but very nice--->it is true ya)

she is very proactive in class

always tell lame jokes

like to sleep in class...(haha...)

super strong in sports

she is not other than

JESS WONG

I still remembered wat is my first image for her

it was during the first day of skol...

she said i have a 'dai go' look...

hahax..

it was so funny after i heard it (i juz knew it after 1 year)

thk JESS for telling me dis

at least i can do something with it...

she also feel tat i am a very 'cool' ppl in class

coz i dun talk a lot in class

except there is a necessary for me lah

it is true ya... (i dun tell lies)

haha...(perasan only)

>_<"

when she sing in class

everyone will scold her

but it is nice to listen lah

not like Yehan's voice

it is so freaking weird wer...(sorry Yehan--->it is the truth)

she is a very nice girl

she will lend her helping hand when u stuck in somewhere

she won't scold ppl when u asking her something

(except when she is eating or sleeping)

for me...

she is 80% perfect girl

if she work harder...

she can be a 100% perfect girl...

JESS--->GAMBATEH!!!

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tired

Hahax...

finally i came back to home yesterday from de motivation camp...

it is so freaking tired

now

my whole body pain like hell

got hurts anywhere...

haix...

i din go skol today

coz too tired liao

many ppl didn't go also

nothing to write..

juz feel like very tired

i will blog tomorrow

bye bye

...much more relax day!!!

Nothing happen today...
everybody is quiet happy coz the 'motivation camp' is coming..
on dis friday (01/05/09) till sunday (03/05/09)...
yeah!!!
i can go!!!

But 'she' is going...
i dun wan 'she' to go
i am not the one tat dun wan 'she' to go lah...k?
everybody does...

Haix..
juz hope tat 'she' will change her mind for going...

haven decide wat to wear yet
haix..
can't bring trolley bag
how?
wat to bring now
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sorry...

I AM SO SORRY!!!

YOKE POH...hope tat u read dis...

Seriously i dunno y u cried juz now..

i dunno whether izit my faulth anot..

maybe u r too stress of the class-deco thing...

i shouldn't disturb u...

i am so sorry

i notice tat after lunch

u wasn't wan talk to me anymore

i keep asking u something

but u din even answer me back or look at me..

u juz ignore me..

don't

u knew tat if u did tat to some ppl..

tat particular person will be very sad n hurt too..

tat came same to me..

i feel tat too..

it was super painful..ouch!!!

it is more painful tat i cut myself

it is more painful compare to the feeling tat ppl break up...

can u notice tat i am trying to help u..

plz be alright tomorrow...

i dun wan to lost a friend as good like u

it is very difficult to find a fren similar like u

u also help me when i am stuck in a stupid question

u undersand me

u know wat i want

we laugh together

we play together

we even become angry together

juz hope you read dis...

plz forgive me..

i am super sad now..

T-T

再一次拥有

我想念去年的冬天

下着雪的那一夜

你给的温柔

紧握的双手

温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有

在你离开以后

带走了笑容

只留下寂寞

忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑

只能闭上双眼去感觉

没有我的夜谁在你身边

代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

能不能让我再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

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Haix..everytime i listen to this song

i will keep on think back to our 'sweet memories'

i still can't forget bout it..

when i think back

it was like juz happen yesterday..

wat happen to me actually???

it's such medicine tat after tat person eat

he/she will forget bout the 'pain/hurt of love' tat he/she wan to forget

if dis world do have...i will be the first person to eat it...

guys...plz teach me one easiest way to forget one person tat u love till very deep before...

it is very very very difficult for me to do it...

or maybe i can say tat i can't do it

GAMBATEH..

U CAN DO IT..

JUZ FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM!!!

( T-T )

in school

Damn boring during CSA class..

haix..

the internet damn slow n can't go 'yahoo'

Why the stupid school dun wan to upgrade it???

We spent so much money in dis school

den wat we got back???

bad services???!!!

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Our school is going to organize one 'motivation camp' for the form 5...

dis week which is on 1st-3rd of may..

feel like going

but...

not much ppl are going

dey say dey wan to go for the king scout thing..

so stupid

can't dey think wisely?

king scout held once a month

but

motivation camp held once in ur life...

in ur life there will be once form 5 in ur life...

(unless u didn't pass in ur spm loh)

Haha...

can wait for tat days to come..

sorry guys if i hurt u all again...

happy birthday

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO STEPHANIE!!!

Today is Steph's 17th birthday...

I went to her house yesterday to celebrate...

Unfortunately i can't stay till 12 for the cut-cake session..

Sorry Steph...

Me and yoke poh go fetch fionna n evonne..

Yoke poh accidentally told fionna tat i fetch her go..

Haix..

force to fetch fionna den...

Den we reaches Steph's house around 8..

I think it wasn't too late coz when we reach

dey only start to eat..

Wow...her dog really scared us..

especially yoke poh. wun mei n me..

coz 3 of us scare of dog..

haha

dun laugh at us..kay???

After eating..

we went in to k-room..

wei yin. jess n hwa wee keep on singing till non-stop

haha

but nice lah

We took group photo too....

after tat i went back at 11...

Steph n her mom dun let us go

but dey force to..

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Today..

mom force me go cut hair T_T

haix...

but she said i look better than last time..

haix..

now i miss my long hair..

傻孩子

看着你无暇的表情

我猜不透真实你的心

我一直冷静

却还是走不出这秘密

好孤寂

我开始失去了勇气

而你却好像在游戏

我假装清醒

看清你的心

终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

我开始失去了勇气

而你却好像在游戏

我假装清醒看清你的心

终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

another boring day... =(

Why are there so many bring days in my life???

I am very tired with it...

can somebody juz help me to change my life???

Today,

our gang = Stephanie, Jess, Yoke Poh, Fionna & I

found out that Shirley gt boyfriend already...

She didn't tell us at the first time...!!!

If Yew Jeat never ask...

I think we won't know bout it...

Shirley change a lot...

Last time she come to school everyday..

now she always ponteng..

She never try to act like so bitchy before..

now she does...

She never be so damn freaking hardworking before...

now she does too..

I can't believe that LOVE can change ppl's attitude so fast...

it make ppl to change and become different...

Last time i am like that also...

but not worst like her lah...

I feel like falling in LOVE again...

sometimes i will become very jealous when i knew someone have gf/bf...

haha..

I am a girl mah...

Now i think most of our class ppl has been fall in Love before

except for:

1. Yoke Poh
2. Izza
3. Keat Yoong
4. Kok Seong
5. Kar Wei
6. Adrian
7. Jessica

Sorry guys...

I am juz pity u all...sorry to say tat ya...

I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...

I LOVE YOU!!!

after sport day...

Very tired ah...

Haiz...

Although we didn't get the champion

At least we got 2nd rite???

I have become darker...

sad =(

mom scolded me because of this...

When i woke up this morning...

my face seriously scared me...
my face is like bengkak liao...

You see...compare the pic up with de down one...it look different rite?only in one week time

I felt so sad...super sad..

hope tat i can recover back a.s.a.p...

nervous....

Haix...
Sport day is coming...(this saturday)

I juz can't believe it that it is too fast
and my house dun even prepare all the thing yet...
deco not
march pass not
running event maybe yes

Juz hope that everything can get ready by this friday...
damn scare during the sport day
coz i am marching on tat day
have to paint my face too
it is ugly...

GAMBATEH!!! PPL

WE MUST GET THE CHAMPION THIS YEAR...!!!

KEEP GOING ON...

GOD BLESS YOU..

LET GO CEMARA

What should i do???

Wat will u do when ur brother argue with ur dad and ur dad cry???

This happen to me yesterday...

My dad ask my brother something

and he just ignore my dad...

My dad got so very angry but he still stay chill and ask him for the second time..

This time my brother shout back at him and be moody all the day...

My dad told my mom bout this and he cried...

My mom cried too...

My dad was really feel dissapointed with my brother...

Since tat time my mom bring him to templer..

and ask for his luck and ask y my brother can see 'ghost' liao one???

the ppl over there said this year his luck not really tat good..

Haix...

ah di ah...

dun like tat lah

jie jie also very sad when dad told mom bout this u know...

jie just hope tat u will change to become better...

dun make dad and mom feel dissapointed with u again..

u should know tat u only have one dad and one mom in ur life...

so...

appreciate it lah...!!!

Dad and Mom...

plz apologize ah di...

he is still young...

i will try my level best to show a good example to him...

GOG BLESS YOU!!!

happy day for me...

Wow...

can u believe tat my event today---->4 x 400m

i got no.2...

hahax...

unbelieveable man..

thankx to Hwa Wee, Mee Kun and also Ezerene...

They ran fast and make Cemara to become 2nd place in this event...

Everybody said i ran very well...

but i dun think so...

haix...now...the things tat i need to focus is my deco n also marching...

Hope tat cemara will still be the Champion house again dis year.

we cemarians we are de best

we say dua-di-di-di-di-dum-di-di-du

we are good we are great we are better than the rest

we say dua-di-di-di-di-dum-di-di-du

COME ON CEMARIANS...

YEAH!!!