it's complicated

I hate de feeling of argueing with him...
i will definately cry after tat...
i cried yesterday n also today
he is always busy with his work
but last time he can handle it very well
started from 1 month after v together
he pretend to change
i dun know why it is happening

last time
no matter how busy or how tired he is
he will call me or sms me or even buy food for me

but now
he din call me
din sms me
n
keep asking for apologize
i am very tired wit dis

i told my brother tat i will break up with him soon
but he say y?
coz dey say he treat me very good